Stop using me to forget your past. 

Eight years. I fell in love with you, the idea came second. But when you fell through, the idea stayed with me and kept me strong. Then I saw you, and I wanted to believe so wholeheartedly, (I actually did…) that we could be together. 

It fell apart, it always did. You only helped unravel the web.

I was falling. It happened so fast, that I didn’t see the ground. I left an imprint though. You can see where I landed, it’s faded so quickly, it’s like I never existed in your life. In actuality, I never did.